Please God just let me die
Away from things that make me cry

Bring me into your special land
You're the only one who understands

I can only handle so much pain
And it's at the point where I'm insane

To no one I can bear what's real
I've numbed my heart, I can't feel

Why bother to trust? Why bother to care?
They promised me that they'd be there

They make me scream, they make me bleed
They won't give me what I need

It's so simple, all I want
Is to keep the things that I have got

Should I not be happy? Should I not be free?
Is it a sin to even think about me?

And why does my pain have to stay?
Why the hell won't it go away?