Pain pain
Go away
I can't stand another day
Please please leave me here
All alone just like before

I don't want you
I can't take you
If I understood you
Maybe I could

Sometimes sometimes
Yes I can
And I don't have to understand
If, if I had a friend
But they all leave me in the end

I give all I can
I try like I can
I know I can
Just swallow me and spit me out

Kill kill
You're killing me
I never ever want to be
You pull, pull, drag me down
I let you, you wanted to

I want to change me
I want to be me
I want to know me
I want someone to

Hate hate
Scornful face
Never knew til that embrace
Lonely, lonely, that's my heart
Fuck you cuz I tore myself apart

I made myself this way
I can find no way
I'm throwing it all away
I don't care
I don't need anyone

Fear fear
Of others untrue
You can't say you never knew
Tears tears from my eyes
I am such a hypocrite

Everyone contributes to my flame
You can't stop yourself
Everyone plays this little game
You know you do
I will never feel the same
I will not do unto others
No one here is to blame

I did it to myself, I asked for it,
I wanted it, I got it.