In 10th grade, my first few days of school I saw this beautiful guy that I walked past every day when I went to 3rd hour. He mesmirized me - he looked just like Billy Corgan. He was always off to himself, quiet, and my heart ached for him. I saw him a *lot* and I had chances to talk to him - I was just too shy to take them. Then, one day in September, he caught my eye as he walked out of the cafeteria... and that was the last time I saw him...