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I just sit around the house
Or gaze into the sky
Or dream of all the love I'll feel
When I meet the perfect guy
I lie awake at night
And stare silently at the wall
I think about my life
And then the tears begin to fall
I try to distract myself
And turn on the radio
But there's still emptiness inside
And it won't seem to go
I stare out of my window
Watching people walk around
I feel so much like screaming
But I do not make a sound
I go out and check my mail
But there's nothing in the box
So I go back inside my chamber
And hear the click as the door locks
Maybe I'd feel better
If I turn on my tv
But there's nothing on to watch
And nothing phases me
So I wander to my phone
And try to call a friend
Then I remember they aren't home
And this feeling doesn't end
I sit down in a chair
And start to write a poem
But again I'm at a dead end
And my mind comes back to home
I try to write a letter
Explaining how I feel
How I'm so sad and lonely
And how nothing seems real
I'm beginning to feel worse
Nothing like I've ever felt
There's nobody there to talk to
I just want to melt
I am feeling so empty
And again I start to cry
Without someone to be with
Anyone could die
I am feeling worthless
Please throw this dog a bone
Yes, that's how I feel everyday
When I am alone
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